Chased up my scan appointment today and they've had no contact from the head/neck team yet....so called the head/neck team and got an answerphone. Frustrating. But after remembered that their clinic/patient discussion is on a Monday (because Joy the nurse told me I'd been discussed last Monday when I saw her on the Tuesday....following? Pay attention) so maybe they need the Monday conflab to make the next move.
Bit low today to be honest. Looking online at the many and varied diagnoses that "head and neck" cancer can cover there are some seriously shitty options.
Up 'til now on every occasion, every appointment I've thought that things will be OK but every bit of news seems to have been worse case scenario....I'd just like a bit of positive for once.
Going to bed now but it's no respite sadly. I wake up in the morning thinking about cancer and then I spend all day thinking about cancer and then I go to bed thinking about cancer and then I dream about cancer. Repeat ad infinitum at the moment.
It's pretty shit.
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